like a rag doll.. thats really all i am.
saw my mom and brother today c:
i was treated my age, then i was treated like an adult, and now im treated like im 5 and the spawn of satan.. make up your fucking mind or im going to explode.
my dad is crazy.. 100% fucking crazy! OMFG!
this world never fails,
to give us bad news everyday.. why is good news is always so hard to come by?
i dont dream about..
people i know, places ive been, things ive done, especially things i think about before i go to bed. my dreams consist of random ass shit ALL THE TIME. and yet ive dreamed about you, things weve talked about, things weve done, every night for the past 4 days. and i fall asleep talking to you and thinking about you. what makes you so different from everybody else? (:
i did a lot of thinking this weekend,
with no service, i finally got time to just relax and not wonder about other people and their shit for a few days. it really made me think about what i have and what i want. i know things are hard lately, my dad thinks im going down the wrong path in life, which is really hard to realize that he honestly doesnt know a single thing about me. his (now) fiance thinks i have an attitdue problem when...
and people wonder why i cant stand being here anymore ? i come home from camping and i get greeted with “im dissapointed in you.” fuck you.
im really fucking it up, but i had to tell him, and im working on it 300% but i cant lose him, i wont.
i havent seen my sister since september
the first thing she says to me.. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT IN YOUR FACE?! its nice to see you to..
I'd rather cuddle then have sex.
youre beautiful! oh boy are you beautiful(:
its funny how
when i finally get with somebody, so many guys try to jump on my dick. but the thing i like the best, is that i dont care about any of them, im not upset about it, im not missing out on any chances. this is the happiest ive been in a long time and im not giving any of it up for anything. :)